So, this is it. The safety is Off.
No more trekking into the office. No more 'working for someone', no more 'wage slave'.
Nope, I haven't won the lottery that I don't play, married a millionaire or taken over a dark, lurid and lucrative drugs cartel.
This is in fact my first day as a freelance writer. I am a pen for hire.
The glamour of it kills me. I slept till I woke this morning (not something I intend to do every morning but it felt necessary to mark this Monday with a treat). I had coffee brought to me in bed. After listening to the woes of the world via the Today programme I read a few pages of a novel.
It's not all glamour though. I've been sat at my desk for over an hour trying to fulfil a promise to myself to start each day writing 'something' - be that blog, journal, article or short story - only to face down constant interruptions from the boyfriend:
"do you want a coffee babs?"
"are we going to have a sit down and a chat before I head off?"
"oh, you're working now aren't you?" (snigger)
Followed by 7 separate occasions in which he has 'presented' himself desk-side to inform me that he is now going to work. SEVEN. The front door has finally banged shut.
Where on earth was I?
Oh yes. The Plan. In a moment I'll pop the kettle on and settle down to write two copywriting/content marketing proposals to two potential clients. I've a list of financial 'stuff' type jobs to do, some prep work for my Journalism MA and a catch-up-cuppa with a mate of mine who's disappearing off to Thailand again the day after tomorrow.
That's the immediate plan. My broader vision is to earn a living telling stories.
They'll range from corporate stories, helping people to tell their tales to the wider world on the web and via emarketing campaigns through to news worthy local stories, investigative pieces, lifestyle columns and reviews on plays and books I've seen and read. I will also be writing and publishing short stories, plays and a sprinkling of poetry.
It probably doesn't sound very focused.
I've been warned if you want to be 'successful' you have to be really focused. You have to have a really clear niche market all figured out already. You probably need to start day one with a website already up and running and a couple of clients lined up. You should have your finances worked out really carefully and know exactly how it's all going to add up, how the ends, as such, are going to meet.
As it happens I haven't done any of those things. The intention was there but, well, that really never seems to be the way things happen for me, neatly planned and all in a row. Does it work that way for anybody? I'm not sure.
What I do know is I'm here now and I plan to turn up at the page each morning and see what unfolds. Any which way, I'll keep you posted.....